2005 Story Archive

Best Actress by Shoeless Joe

"Good morning Lori. Today's your big day sweetheart," Karen said lifting the eighteen-month-old nominee for best actress from her ornate antique Victorian crib. "Do you want some titty for breakfast sweetie?" the well-endowed wet nurse asked her tiny employer.

"Yes please," Lori whispered to her full-time caretaker.

"All right Lori, you just get all you want." Karen took Lori to the rocking chair next to the window and revealed her swollen breast to the hungry baby. Lori immediately took Karen's nipple in her mouth and began to nurse vigorously. Karen smiled warmly and gently stroked Lori's back.

Lori and Karen had both grown accustomed to their new morning ritual over the last couple months since Lori bounced. Lori hired Karen when the AR virus began to really become noticeable in the young actress' appearance. Being only twenty-five and quite youthful she was able to fool the public with some padded bras and heavy makeup until she hit about fifteen. At that time she went into seclusion in her newly purchased mansion on the coast. Her last two films had really paid off for her financially and with the adoration of film critics around the world. With some careful investments she would be able to live comfortably off the millions she'd made in her short career.

Karen was one of the most highly recommended nurses with experience caring for AR victims. She was brought to Lori's attention by her agent, who learned of her through another client of his who'd been working on a documentary about people living with AR. Karen was there with Lori through every humiliating stage of her regression. For the first time in her career, Karen had been hired as a full-time caregiver and got to spend everyday with her patient. During Lori's regression the two grew extremely close and Karen made up her mind that she would continue caring for Lori indefinitely.

Lori released her grip on Karen's nipple and smiled cheerfully at her nurse with milk dripping from her chin.

"Are you full Lori?"

"Yes."

"Good girl, let's get you dressed then." Karen put her own top back on and carried Lori to the changing table. Karen felt Lori's clearly wet diaper for warmth to see if she had wet during her feeding like usual. Karen learned quickly to wait until after Lori's feeding to change her diaper.

"What would you like to wear today?"

"My light-green dress."

"Why don't we wait until later to put your dress on sweety."

"Oh, o.k."

"Do you want you Pampers or your cloth diapers?"

"Pampers, please Karen."

"All right, and what else?" Karen asked beginning to change Lori's diaper.

"I want to wear my pink shoes and the frilly white socks...more powder please Karen...do I have to wear clothes today, it's been so nice this week?"

"Of course not Lori." Karen fastened Lori's diaper on snuggly and then put her shoes and socks on.

"Can we go to the river again today?"

"Sure thing kiddo." Karen set Lori down on the floor.

"We've been going to the beach and the river so much lately I'm starting to get a nice tan, aren't I Karen?" Lori said looking herself over and adjusting her diaper.

"You sure are Lori, You're gonna have the best natural tan at the award ceremony tonight." Karen packed a diaper bag for Lori and threw some books in for herself.

"You don't think I could actually win do you?"

"You deserve to win so there's probably no choice... you actually will."

"I hope your right. I can't even believe I'm going to this thing. I think I would die if I had to give a speech up on stage. Do you think they'd get a little podium for me?"

"I don't Lori."

"Maybe they could get Brad Pittson to hold me while I give my speech."

"No, how about Russell Croweton?" Karen said bringing a bright smile to Lori's face. Then Lori broke into an improvised acceptance speech.

"Wow, this is so unexpected. I never thought I would win the best actress award. Last week in fact, I couldn't even win the Los Angeles County Baby Pageant. Umm I'd like to thank my agent, Hal Goldstein, Kimberley-Clarke for keeping my dress and Russell's pants dry tonight, and most of all, my nurse, all-you-can-suck-buffet, and best friend Karen for...for." Lori's face lost its playful demeanor and became almost frightened.

"Oh Lori, It's all right I know how you feel baby, come here." Karen held out her arms to Lori. Lori began to cry and ran to Karen's outstretched arms. Karen bounced Lori on her hip and tried her best to soothe her friend.

"Thank you Karen."

"It's o.k. let's go down to the river now Lori. Were going to have to be back here early to get you ready for this evening." Karen said beginning to set Lori back down.

"No, I want you to carry me please."

"You got it."

The two made there way to the small creek that rambled along the outskirts of Lori's thousand acre ranch. When they got to their usual spot Karen set Lori down and sat down on a towel to read. "Be careful Lori, and don't get to far away from me."

"Yes ma'am." Lori said before giving Karen a hug.

Lori wandered along the bank of the stream tossing pebbles into the water, smelling flowers that caught her eye and enjoying the world through her new eyes. She felt utterly free. Her life as an aspiring actress had drained her soul and made her forget the small pleasures in life. In her current state those were the only pleasures available to her. From time to time she would burst into laughter at the sight of the sunlight shining through an empty patch in the trees to illuminate a lonely flower, or a family of bunny rabbits nibbling on berries. Alone in the woods on her property, Lori had no one to impress anymore. She walked until she found her favorite rock that jutted out into the stream. Then Lori carefully climbed onto the rock and plopped down, to watch and listen to the river flowing right below her. Unconsciously, her thumb found its way into her mouth and she began sucking it. Time slipped away from Lori's perception and her mind began to wander.

Karen's mind was deeply immersed in the latest romance novel to come in the mail. Her own romantic life had been anything but noteworthy. After falling in love young she married and seemed to be headed down the road to suburban obscurity. That is until she and her husband tried unsuccessfully to have children. Karen's infertility was the breaking point in a lack luster marriage. After caring for her first AR virus victim she found her calling. Something about softening the transition back into babyhood set off a spark in her. A tough job that few would choose to take on became Karen's passion, and she was good at it. Now with Lori she was truly happy. Lori was her most well adjusted patient hands down and, though she felt fairly awkward about it, becoming like the daughter she could never have.

Lori was brought back to reality when she felt a strange sensation in her anus. The feeling of messing herself still made her feel extremely uncomfortable. It always hit her so suddenly. There was never enough time for her to even tear her diaper off and squat somewhere let alone ask Karen for help. Tears began welling up in her eyes as she filled her diapers with the soft, warm foul smelling contents of her bowels. To compound the feeling of helplessness she was experiencing from soiling her diaper her bladder also let loose, soaking her already dirty diaper. Lori got up off her rock and headed back to Karen with a dirty diaper hanging between her legs.

Karen caught a whiff of Lori's diaper, breaking her concentration on her book. She watched her little friend approach her, waddling from the thick diaper she wore.

"Did you have a good time on your own Lori?"

"Delightful, until I shit and pissed myself that is."

"Well come lay down, and I'll get that icky diaper off of you."

Lori laid down on the blanket next to Karen and felt the mushy poop in the seat of her diaper spread all over her behind. Karen had to pinch her nose when she opened the particularly nasty diaper.

"You really did a number on this diaper Lori."

"No, I did two numbers on it, one and two."

"You're filthy sweetie, I'm gonna clean you up in the river."

"Can we go swimming?"

"Sure honey."

Karen took Lori's socks and shoes off and then her diaper trying to wipe as much of the mess off of her before carrying her down to the river. The two then waded into the cool flowing water where Karen cleaned Lori. They played in the water together until Karen decided it was time to get Lori ready for her big evening.

After being breast fed again for lunch and diapered, Lori tried on a few of the custom made wigs she'd been fitted for earlier in the week until she found the perfect one. Karen convinced her to wait until they arrived at the show to put her dress on just in case something happened to it. In the meantime she just wore a frilly pink baby doll dress. A pair of custom made white shoes with straps wrapping around her ankles and slightly up her calves adorned her feet. Karen did her make up and Lori picked out a necklace, long white gloves and earrings. With Lori ready Karen quickly dressed her self in an inconspicuous but elegant dress and did her own make up in a few minutes. Then it was time to hop in the limo waiting outside for the long drive to the awards ceremony. About halfway through the two hour ride Karen caught Lori with her thumb in her mouth and had to touch up her lip stick.

"Sorry, I didn't realize what I was doing," Lori said mildly embarrassed.

As they neared the theater where the ceremony took place Karen asked Lori if she needed her diaper changed.

"I don't think so," she answered.

Karen checked, and found she had wet a little.

"You're just a little wet honey. I don't think you want to be stuck in a wet diaper during the ceremony though."

"Do you want me to try and go more now?"

"If you think you can that would be good."

Lori strained trying to empty whatever might be in her bladder but she had little if any control over those muscles anymore.

"I can't do it Karen."

"I've got an idea so you can stay dry during the ceremony."

Karen grabbed Lori unexpectedly and removed her baby doll dress. She then began tickling Lori mercilessly sending the best actress nominee into hysterics. Lori laughed uncontrollably and begged Karen to stop.

"Not until you go pee pee for me."

"Please stop Karen," Lori said through her intense laughter.

Her laughter stopped when she felt herself wetting her diaper. Karen noticed at once and let up her tickling. Then the car stopped. The window separating the driver from the back seat began to lower. Frantically Karen threw Lori's dress on her and straightened her up.

"Time to get out ladies, good luck Lori," the driver said looking at the panic stricken women in the back seat. "Don't worry ladies, what's the worst that could happen?"

"I'm so sorry Lori, but there's no time to change you now," Karen whispered to her as the door to the limo opened up onto the red carpet.